It’s been a really ‘funny’ time recently… not quite “ha ha” type funny but more “mmmmmmm” type funny, if you get my drift!! 

 I’ve noticed really just how much I’ve tried to hold on to things when they had already expired their time…the great learning here is that the time for letting go comes whether you’re ready or not! 

Recently, I’ve had to face up to the reality that the growth and development of my core business means that I cannot always get involved with all the business opportunities that come my way.  This is fantastic for me – the fun and determination that I’ve had along the way is paying off.  This is also fantastic for the opportunities that I’ve had to walk away from as they will also now  be able to grow and develop with the right person alongside them.

I’ve been reminded that things happen the way they are supposed to happen. I don’t have to understand it but just trust that its right and so far so good!

Phew…I need to sit down!

What a couple of weeks it has been!!  Its been a continuous round of living, living and more living!!! When is it all gonna stop?  The truth is I don’t know and I don’t want it to, but I’m quite happy to just keep riding this wave of excitement called life.

 Now before you start thinking that I’ve swallowed some self-help, psychobabble book or been watching “The Secret” or “What the Bleep?” The truth is that I am falling more and more in love with myself and my life on a daily basis – is that weird to do so or is it weird not to do so?

Don’t really want to go into too much detail – this is the internet, after all! – however, I beat myself up for a long time over what I SHOULD or SHOULDN’T be doing, looking or feeling and my birthday present to myself last year (November…yep, I’m a Scorpion and if your belief system is one which has expectations of that then prepare to be either disappointed or excited!) was that I was no longer gonna do that and that I was gonna give myself a different experience of me and my life by doing it differently.  

The greatest revelation, I suppose, in all of this has been that as a Specialist in Change & Development – I can actually be my own client! How fantastic is that?  And how comes I didn’t notice that before??   I am truly enjoying myself because through doing things differently and having an alternative experience, all areas of my life are going through a transition that feels exhilerating and producing some totally unexpected results – good ones too! 

My biggest learnings out of all this – i.e the things that I know for sure but was pretending that I didn’t:

• You can’t un-know what you know
• Life goes on so you may as well get involved!
• What you’re looking for could just well be under your nose.
• It doesn’t have to always make sense but it helps if it makes you smile!!