Phew…I need to sit down!

What a couple of weeks it has been!!  Its been a continuous round of living, living and more living!!! When is it all gonna stop?  The truth is I don’t know and I don’t want it to, but I’m quite happy to just keep riding this wave of excitement called life.

 Now before you start thinking that I’ve swallowed some self-help, psychobabble book or been watching “The Secret” or “What the Bleep?” The truth is that I am falling more and more in love with myself and my life on a daily basis – is that weird to do so or is it weird not to do so?

Don’t really want to go into too much detail – this is the internet, after all! – however, I beat myself up for a long time over what I SHOULD or SHOULDN’T be doing, looking or feeling and my birthday present to myself last year (November…yep, I’m a Scorpion and if your belief system is one which has expectations of that then prepare to be either disappointed or excited!) was that I was no longer gonna do that and that I was gonna give myself a different experience of me and my life by doing it differently.  

The greatest revelation, I suppose, in all of this has been that as a Specialist in Change & Development – I can actually be my own client! How fantastic is that?  And how comes I didn’t notice that before??   I am truly enjoying myself because through doing things differently and having an alternative experience, all areas of my life are going through a transition that feels exhilerating and producing some totally unexpected results – good ones too! 

My biggest learnings out of all this – i.e the things that I know for sure but was pretending that I didn’t:

• You can’t un-know what you know
• Life goes on so you may as well get involved!
• What you’re looking for could just well be under your nose.
• It doesn’t have to always make sense but it helps if it makes you smile!!